Welcome to My Post Mid-life Crisis

Three boxes on the floor. A Pioneer DDJ-FLX4, headphones, and a pair of monitor speakers.

Yes, I finally took the plunge and bought some toys that I've been thinking about for much of 2025. I was a radio DJ in college and this is a very different kind of DJ gear...but thinking about how to move from one song to another is quite enjoyable to me and I want to do move of it and do it more like professionals.

Do I plan on making a career out of DJing? No. I can't stay up that late anymore. Do I plan on doing this publically? Eh, if it happens it happens, but it is not the goal. What is the goal? To learn something new and have fun. I'm pretty sure I can do that.

The Gear:

  • Pioneer DDJ-FLX4
  • Eris 3.5TB monitor speakers
  • Sennheiser HD 280 PRO headphones
  • rekordbox (software to control my deck)

This is all "bang for buck" gear, because this is just for fun.

2025 Strava Activity Report

With a little help from Claude Code, here's my breakdown from Strava. Update: Still a few days left so I'll just update these numbers as they come in.

Hikes

Total Miles: 212.6
Total Hikes: 43

Monthly Breakdown

January: 23.2 miles (4 hikes)
February: 15.4 miles (3 hikes)
March: 22.0 miles (5 hikes)
April: 8.4 miles (2 hikes)
May: 16.2 miles (3 hikes)
June: 19.7 miles (4 hikes)
July: 26.4 miles (5 hikes)
August: 18.2 miles (4 hikes)
September: 14.0 miles (3 hikes)
October: 4.8 miles (1 hikes)
November: 13.8 miles (3 hikes)
December: 20.8 miles (4 hikes)

Runs

Total Miles: 1307.8
Total Runs: 184

Monthly Breakdown

January: 123.2 miles (17 runs)
February: 117.7 miles (16 runs)
March: 111.5 miles (15 runs)
April: 110.6 miles (15 runs)
May: 122.3 miles (17 runs)
June: 110.2 miles (16 runs)
July: 133.5 miles (18 runs)
August: 66.8 miles (10 runs)
September: 106.5 miles (16 runs)
October: 45.8 miles (8 runs)
November: 117.2 miles (17 runs)
December: 119.1 miles (16 runs)

Walks

Total Miles: 774.8
Total Walks: 301

Monthly Breakdown

January: 44.8 miles (19 walks)
February: 46.2 miles (21 walks)
March: 57.4 miles (19 walks)
April: 73.3 miles (28 walks)
May: 58.6 miles (19 walks)
June: 68.9 miles (24 walks)
July: 67.7 miles (35 walks)
August: 94.9 miles (38 walks)
September: 56.3 miles (25 walks)
October: 50.1 miles (24 walks)
November: 50.6 miles (21 walks)
December: 70.8 miles (18 walks)

I have started syncing Apple Fitness rowing workouts to Strava, but they don't have any distance information because I have a Concept 2 rowing machine that doesn't talk to anything.

A January of Long Runs

I do my "long" runs on Saturday. It's just how my schedule goes. A long run for me is 10 miles or longer. January in 2021 has five Saturdays, so I had five long runs. As you might imagine, running that distance takes a while, and if you're a data-driven, fitness tracker wearing nerd like myself, you know you score big points on these kinds of days. The kind of numbers that will screw up the average. More on that later, but first here's the first long run on January 2nd.

The idea of a daily average is probably fine for most people, but I would like a little more control. My average Tuesday is nowhere close to my average Saturday. I suspect the goal setting system in Apple Fitness, and probably many other competing products, use a daily average to create challenges. People on a training plan will likely have wildly different daily needs because in any plan there are "rest" days. It's not that you do nothing on these days, just that you do far less so that your body has time to recover and repair the muscle damage from your workouts.

These fitness systems we're using have all the data they need. It doesn't take a massive amount of machine learning. Apple Fitness even shows daily averages in the app. Right now it's tucked away in the Trends section. Who knows where it will be by the time you might be reading this.

A column chart showing my daily Move averages for the past year. Saturday stands out above the rest.

So why can't our devices give us better daily goals and instead treat every day the same? Again, maybe that's more than most people need, but it wouldn't it be a nice option with the added benefit (to the system maker) of showing how "smart" their systems can be?

I'm most familiar with Apple Fitness and my device is an Apple Watch (Series 5 for the moment). The system has evolved nicely over the years as they discovered the market for Apple Watch was primarily fitness. I'm hoping what I'm looking for is on their "roadmap" (a term I'm really learning to despise in the context of software development).

But what about that whole five Saturdays in January bit at the start? When you're looking at month over month (MoM) or Year over Year (YoY) comparison, if you're not taking into account that the composition of days in a month change from year to year, or that both the composition of days and number of days in a month change, your projections can suffer. January 2022 will still have five Saturdays and I'll likely do five long runs, but what about when there are only four Saturdays? That will a sizable impact. By then, I hope my fitness overlords have figured out how to generate realistic goals for me.

From Ramadi to Better Blood Glucose

I typically have an easier time writing about things in the past because everything has been settled and it’s really just recounting the Five W’s with a few jokes. The areas where I struggle to write are when things are still in progress, for instance, home improvement. I’ve also been thinking about my health situation in this writing context and why it’s been a challenge.

To be blunt, I don’t really have a solid diagnosis, but it’s somewhere between Type 2 and Type 1 Diabetes. There are different names for what I’m most likely suffering from, Type 1.5 and cryptic Type 1 are the two most popular, that I’ve found anyways. No matter where on the Diabetes spectrum I actually am, there is one thing that needs to happen for me to prolong my lifespan and improve my health span, and that’s to control my blood sugar.

So what the hell does better blood sugar have to do with Ramadi? Well, this is one of the few times that I’ve been able to hold in my mind how I got from point A to point G, even though they’re unrelated, and I want to write it down…even though the story isn’t yet complete.

I’ll put the starting point at March 28th, 2019. This is when I attended the Spring Symposium for the Chico Executive Group. The main presentation was led by Echelon Front, a group of retired Navy SEALS that now do business consulting based on their founders book, Extreme Ownership. I would say nothing in the book is revolutionary, but they had to re-learn these lessons while getting shot at and then did us all a solid by writing them down with explanations on how they apply these principles of combat and leadership to situations where you might not be getting shot at, which are the ones I hope to limit my experiences. This group of SEALS were part of Task Unit Bruiser and were a big factor in The Battle of Ramadi and the Al Anbar Awakening and you can read all about it elsewhere if you want that backstory.

But their presentation at the CEG Spring Symposium led me down an interesting path, specifically and unexpectedly towards better blood sugar levels. As with a lot of good presentations, I get totally jazzed and start to immerse myself in the topic. I bought, and read (well, listened on Audible), Extreme Ownership. I subscribed to the Jocko Podcast and in one of the back catalog episodes I decided to listen to, Jocko mentioned Dr. Peter Attia. Then in another episode Attia was mentioned again and the name stuck, so I checked out his podcast and was immediately intrigued.

The Peter Attia Drive Podcast “is a weekly, ultra-deep-dive podcast focusing on maximizing health, longevity, critical thinking…and a few other things.” I’m interested in all these things, so I scrolled through the back catalog of that podcast and came across episode 41 with Jake Kushner, a pediatric endocrinologist and the topic was how to thrive with type 1 diabetes. Yes, please! I don’t want to live forever, but…you know. I’m in no rush to stop.

This episode is overflowing with great information and it’s been incredibly helpful, but we’re not done yet! Inside the episode they both talked about Dr. Richard Bernstein’s Diabetes Solution book. Combined with the Jake Kushner information and this “solution” in book form, I have been able to dramatically improve my blood sugar levels, better understand what is impacting my blood sugar levels, and how to better utilize insulin and exercise.

What is “better”? Better is having normal blood sugar levels (Bernstein recommends trying to aim for 85 mgdL, but 79 to 110 mgdL is generally accepted), with low variances between lows and highs, without having to rely too much (this varies greatly depending on how hosed the Beta cells in your pancreas are) on exogenous insulin. It turns out that just injecting a ton of insulin to cover eating crappy food (read: high in carbohydrates and/or sugar) is not a winning strategy. Who knew?! I could go into all the details, but the book is a much better read than anything I could give you.

As an aside I’ve yet to see an endocrinologist myself because the waiting list is about three months. Because we have the best health care system on the planet. Or so I’m told. So, at least now I feel that while I wait I’m doing less damage to myself.

So, that’s the path from the Battle of Ramadi to my “better” blood glucose values. It’s been fun learning new things at every step of the way and discovering unexpected paths leading to better outcomes.